welcome to S.R. glad u are asking for help. there are lots of rehabs you can get into in & out patient. are you going to n/a meetings? if your husbands sees you are serious about getting clean & staying clean maybe you can work on your marriage.also try our S.R. substance abuse site. i am sure there is lots of info there & lots of people that have been just where you are.
i am saying a prayer for you & wishing you the best.