You do what you need to do. Crackreality did help me when I first left my ex. I needed to know that what I was doing was right. Since I knew him since he was 11, I was somewhat different. I knew him before drugs. And he was clean & sober 3 years before we became a couple. But love wasn't enough. Since I've left....he's gone back to being the rotten, miserable, SOB he was before he walked back into my life. Such a waste of a wonderful young man I used to know.
Lynne