I just wanted to thankeveryone for there kind words. Its been almost two months now. I am relocating to s.c. to be closer to my 15 year old brother. I worry about him and his anger. I knwo the 4 year old has a loving father and plenty of support up in here in ma. I am taking things one day at a time and my boyfriend is my rock and i would never had kept going if it was for him and reading all the posts from you guys