i feel so loved ! i really do ! thank you all , you make so much sense !
i dont know why i didnt think of some of these things on my own ! I havent heard from him again today and invited my sister & her husband over for the nice dinner i cooked tonight ! we had a good time and after they left, kids went to bed and now im enjoying some me time .. i feel really really good and can assure you that while he may be tossing and turning , I will be sleeping like a baby tonight ! thank you all again