Wezzy- at least you are starting over. I originally joined here last year, lasted about a week, and am just now getting back. I justified that if I could stop for a week, then I didn't really have a problem. But here I am a year later, and more realistic. Congratulations on day one. I'm only on day 2 myself. We can lift each other up. I need all the lifting I can get, and it certainly helps to know that I am not alone in my battle. While I know that I am fortunate to have my husband and children, I realize that I won't have them for long if I continue on this path.
Be strong.