Tears are a sign of strength not weakness. Once we allow ourselves to feel that is when we start to grow. I know it isn't easy at all Beth but look at it like this "If there isn't any pain than what would we gain!" So true that it takes pain for us to grow but if we look at it like a good thing than the other it makes it easier to deal with. I will keep you in my thoughts
With Love and Respect
Vic