Good luck tomorrow Beth.
2 months clean is fantastic stuff, well done! Wow, you are doing great to get clean and stay sober for that amount of time! I know how hard it is and I know how hard it can sometimes feel to put recovery first but it is important because you're doing so well right now & have been so strong to get to where you are today. Hey, who knows what you could achieve if you keep at it? We all deserve & get another chance, in sobriety. We've been sick and have to keep taking our medicine which, I guess, for me, is meetings and sticking with people who are not using/drinking. Sometimes that don't taste so good, I know, hon but remember that you still have sweet hope right now.
I have to remember that I have hope now. I have hope all the while I don't pick up. The second I start again, that hope is gone.
I'll be thinking of you tomorrow.