I Know you are so right about my friend, but it is so hard. The friends I have cut off so far I havent known that long so it wasnt easy, but it didnt bother me as much as this situation. 15 years is a long time to be friends with someone and then just walk away. It is especially hard because his son died from an overdose and I know HE has never gotten over that, we went through that and many other things together and I am just as afraid of leaving him on his own as I am to hang with him. He has very few friends and I have always been there for him, I fear for his life. His health isnt very good and I was doing alot of things for him. I want to take care of him, but I know I have to take care of myself first. THIS IS SO HARD.