Last week's date was a fluke
Well, it's been confirmed again for me that I made the right choice to leave.
Last week some of you may have read about me going out to lunch with my ex. We had a nice time and I protected myself from asking too many questions, etc. Just enjoyed the time together.
In the back of my mind, I was hopeful that maybe he was helping himself and wanting things to be different. NOPE, he was just selfish, wanted to see me and was hungry. Had nothing to do with me really. I realize this again after me calling to see if he wanted to get lunch again. It was early morning and he was at a work golf tournament. He declined, but said talk to you later.
He called later, I said hi, what are you doing? He replied drunk, said he was drinking a few beers, I could hear background noise and then he said I'll call you tomorrow. I said ok, bye. Tomorrow I'll be at my family's for Easter.
Is all hope lost? Maybe it needs to be. One step forward, 2 back again.
This too shall pass.