I am sorry your going through this again. One day you will realize enough is enough. I think though in the back of your head u were hoping he would do the right thing when u let him cash his own check but u knew what was really gonna happen. Then he will kiss up for a few days do everything u like act like a perfect husband perfect dad perfect fairly tail life. Its so hard I have been there and kept getting sucked in. U know u can make it on your own. Well u will know when its the right time and when your strong enough u will make it stick. (((hugs)))