Faith,
Have you reported the pickup stolen?
It's bad enough to suffer the worry, but when a man takes a girl's TRUCK, now that's hitting below the belt.
Perhaps that's the way he'll be found.
I'm glad you're taking care of you, and beginning to get on with your life. I know that in your initial post, you mentioned that you were feeling lonely, and that was a red flag for me. Living like a hermit, always staying near the phone, desperate for word......that's no way to live. We only have a few years of precious life to spend on this planet......it's a shame to spend it that way when there is so much life and beauty and goodness out there to be explored.....
Hugs to you
GiveLove