You need to change those old tapes that keep going through your head. Why not start by making a list of all the things that are good about you. I am sure you could come up with a lot of positive things. It may be hard at first since the negative ones have been playing in your head for so long. But just as those negative thoughts grew, so can the positive ones, if you give yourself a chance. We are all God's children and as such we all have something to contribute. Hugs, Marle