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Old 03-31-2007, 04:52 PM
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Originally Posted by HKAngel24 View Post
A thousand thank yous could never even BEGIN to thank everyone for their support and kind words of strength on this post...

I must ask though... Is it possible that I do not believe I DESERVE to focus on me/take back the power of my life?

It feels so difficult if not impossible... like there is no foundation of self worth to base make "focusing on me" possible...

I think that I may believe that I am not worthy of this. I think I have a deep seated fear that I am nothing without someone loving me- or that I need someone else's love to feel good about myself. I'm cognizant of the fact that it is not rational but it feels so real...
Yes, of course it is.... I feel the same way also, but it comes out different ways for me...

It's just figuring out why, changing your thoughts, even when you don't believe it. It's taken me many years of therapy, a lot or reading, and the saying Fake it till you make it....
Have you ever thought about therapy, it's helped me a lot....
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