I've heard the term "quaking" alot- what exactly does it mean?
Why am I afraid to not be with him?
Maybe because alot of my identity was wrapped up in him/alot of my self esteem came from him? I think that these two were the problem. His behaviors (PRE-ADDICTION- in the sense that it was probably there- I just did not KNOW at the time) dictated my mood even prior to becoming aware that he is an addict...