I know one too...
Well I am sorry you have to go through it to.... I also met a beautiful sexy man that was also a crack addict and found myself thinking I could help him out...and he would be eternally grateful!
Instead.... he repaid the favor with cheating....
But check out my HP......I went to a restaurant that I don't usually go and didn't go to with him.... and ran right into him.... kissing on some 23 year old girl... We are both 38.
Subsiquentally....He has called me for the past year and 1/2..... telling me I am the love of his life....
I also think he has a new girlfriends.... and is still calling me. (is this normal addict behavior?)
And yes. weirdly enough.... I though he was my very good friend...
As I recently saw in a movie...."base heads don't have friends".
The sad part of me keeps thinking that maybe he is better or will change. He keeps begging me to be his friend. Is it ever possible he will straigten up and I can be his friends???