Going on a trip should be fun, right? Not nervous like I'm feeling...
Just got off the phone with my aunt, we are still going, but really don't have plans and nowhere already set to stay. I've packed too much for a short stay, but I couldn't make up my mind about what to take. I also stood in the grocery aisle staring at snacks like it was the end of the world if I didn't choose just the right thing. This too shall pass, but I'm realizing I need to learn how to go with the flow better. I've already second guessed about not going on the trip, but I'm still going.
How do you learn how to enjoy not being in control and having a plan for everything?
(p.s. The aunt I'm traveling with is the one who divorced her AH and let me stay with her when I left my exabf last year. I'm in good recovery company, so maybe that's why I'm nervous, too. Probably doesn't make sense, but I'm just rambling my anxiety away for a few minutes.
