Teke, and secretmom
Thank you for the kind words.
I called the nursing home tonight from work and was told don't bother coming since you will be escorted off the property. They will call the police if I even show up. Called me Dad and told him thanks for showing me how little I mean to them, and that I was right all along I never belonged in that family.
I have a family here so I'm not feeling as alone as I could be.
I am thinking about going to court to get a court order to be allowed to see her, not really sure if it would even be worth it to me anymore.
Love and prayers for all of you