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Old 03-23-2007, 03:08 PM
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HKAngel24
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Join Date: Mar 2007
Location: Philadelphia
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NEED to detach immediately

Well... I am extremely aware at this very moment how I need to detach. I am still very much ruled by his willingness to "want recovery."

Just a brief example- he does not call me all day. I call twice. No answer. I send him a text message and he calls me to say that he is on his way to the doctors (a friend I've never heard of before is driving him... he claims he is someone who has never done a drug in his life). I ask him why he did not call me and he says he was planning on doing it later.

I WANT to believe he's actually going to the doctors. I have become so use to him not coming through on things that anytime I DO believe he's going to do something I do so with incredible dread and anxiety that he will let me down and I will be devestated.

I love him, but this detachment feels impossible.
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