you mean i'm not crazy!?!?!? whew, what a relief..
i reliezed i wasn't crazy when i dug in and really learned about the disease of alcoholism and got myself with other folks in alanon who were going through the same chaos. i actually remembering thinking at one of my first meetings, when i was still in so much crisis - "these look and sound like regular normal people...i mean, we can't all be crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!)
blessings, k