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Old 03-18-2007, 02:50 PM
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SaTiT
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Yes it did, Lost.

Becuase i didn't want to attend those meetings.
I was in a major , rut. I rahter sleep and go into
my depression and self pity.

As i said, I had to gradutate. if I came home late.
I had to sleep outside on the patio...She locked all the doors.
If I woke up late outside, i had to hop in the pool to clean myself.lol

After a while , she make me get up every moring like everyone else.
She had to go to work. I had to go do my work (atten meetings and work
on my recovery, it was a full time job for me). I basically wasn't allow
back in the house until after work hours.

She didn't get into it with me..
Probably becuase i was beaten by the disease.
plus I'm a mama's boy.lmaf
Yes..i know, but that's just where i was at , at that time.
Mama's recovery center.lmaf

I needed structure in my life again. I 'm also ex-military.
Drugs and alcohol abuse took my self discipline away. Gradually I retained those things.
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