hi hun!
great suggestions from everyone, I am in the same boat as you... we just broke up a few weeks ago, and the nights, oh the nights..... and also I find Sundays hard.... I have been chatting on the phone, I went to church last Sunday, and I've signed up for a couple of programs through the local womans place.. I know the confusion and the pain you are feeling, I think though I would rather be alone by myself then alone in my relationship....which I had been for so long.....at times I feel bouts of panic, then I just pray... I'm sad that this had to happen, that he has choosen drugs/alcohol over me, I know he would come back if I let him, but I know I just can't go there again...I feel like a different person even after this short time..I feel like the old me is coming back again... slowly... and I'm sure in time you will feel the same, and good on ya for getting a sponser.. let me know how that is working for you...
take care hun,
if you wanna chat, pm me..
Liz