((((Take2)))
I think sometimes we get so wrapped up in all the chaos and drama of our A's, that we lose ourselves, or who were were.
You say you were an independent, strong woman before, so, get that woman back!
Go to some meetings, get some tools in your toolbox, and be good to YOU.
Go get massage, have a Spa day if you can afford it, get a pedicure, do good things for YOU. YOU deserve it.
Hugs