Calli- Thank you for writing back. I know I sound desperate. I just feel like I need someone to talk to. I am out of my skin right now. He was supposed to call me tonight- the social worker gave him permission to use the phone in the office- but I still have not heard a thing! I guess I am worried that I will not hear from him and he leaves me. That is very much how he works! Somehow he always gets by. So I worry he leaves the rehab and he that is that. Does that sound crazy?