I'm trying to give him the chance to be clean and hopefully we can rebuild our relationship... but as of right now I really don't even see that happening. He lacks morals, ambition.... and I'm almost certain that he's never actually stopped using. The sad thing is I can never tell... because he's ALWAYS tired, hungry... and slow
But I'm sick and tired of trying to figure it out and not sure I want to "let go" of anything. Perhaps using the resentment and anger to walk away would be the better thing to do...