Hi meth has touched my entire family. My father is in prison for manufacture has been there since 2005. I have a 4yo son, the only grandchild in the family thus far too. Its so hard. I dont see my dad. He goes up for parole in April and i dont know how to feel about this. He feels abandoned by the family and we have abandoned him. I hate myself for turning my back on him. I am an addict in recovery so i am no better then he is.