I'm Babs. Was married for 31 years.....the last 17 of which were with active addiction. His DOC was meth also. Nasty stuff, meth. Anyhow AH went to jail for the 7th time in August. I divorced him in November.
I will never, I repeat NEVER, live like that again.
Through that 4 month process of emotional chaos, this forum was my lifeline.
It's funny, a week or so ago, I went through our whole long thread, parts 1 and 2 and downloaded all of the stuff I had written about my feelings. I found that it was an amazingly accurate trip through my head for the last six months.......a journal of my journey through his addiction, my codependency, his imprisonment and my divorce.
And then the site crashed....... Hmmm.
I know that the insights I had gained through this forum were very important to me, and I am so grateful that I found this place when I needed it so desperately. I am so grateful, too, that you were all here to help me through a very difficult time.
I love you guys,
Babs