Thanks to everyone for your replies. Today has just been extra hard, but I even though its hard being a single parent I do find comfort with the simple interactions with my kids after work!
There are no meetings in my area, except one, that start before 8pm and with the kids that just doesn't work. But that one is tonight at 7pm and I am going!
As I understand, it is a 12 step program and similar to NarAnon and Alanon but is called Families Anonymous. Although I have been going to see a counselor I think this will boost my stabilty! I hope anyway! Thanks all!