But you are strong and there's absolutely nothing wrong with you honey. Breakups aren't easy under any circumstance and your emotions are going to be up and down for possibly some time to come. Don't be down on yourself for missing him or any other way you may be feeling. I'd be more concerned about you if you felt nothing at all.
I wanted more from my exabf than he could guarantee me too and the fact of the matter is there are no guarantees. So, we make a decision. If it makes you feel any less down on yourself........I teetered back and forth on my decision to end it for a while until I knew I was ready to make the break.........and even then I was sort of walking around lost in a fog for a while.
As painful as it can be........walking away from a relationship that just isn't healthy for you takes a strong person to do.......a very strong person. That doesn't mean you don't love him anymore........it just means you've learned to love yourself more.
