glad to hear that you two got a chance to have a decent conversation. your decision sounds generous, rain is so lucky to have you in his life, hope that this time will be his time. keeping you and him in my prayers. i think that you are doing good, at least you know what to expect and you have set boundaries. remember, if it comes to you kicking him out, something in me, just don't believe that it will have to be forever. losing you don't seems to be one consequence that he don't want to play around with.