i hate this feeling
so all thtime im the one that have to tell the family that husband is back to rehab,, or stuff like this..
it make me feel ashamed,, insecure and confused.
i haveto tell them,, becouse i have no choice they keep calling me and and worrying . i dont unswer ,, then i have to call and explain ...
grrrrrr/ ilove the family alot itsjust me and my insecurites,,...
and the thing is also my husband doesnt like when i talk to family about it,,.
but i feel like stupid when everyone knows whats going on and i have to say everything isok. .and than the adivces come and sometimes i dont feel to hear all the kind words,, from family becouse it really makes me feel worse.
i feel gulity i tell them whats on becouse its like im like a whiner.
maybe its me and my stupid head,, but a i come from a culture you have to show everything is ok ,, and not tell stuuf about stuff like this,, becouse everyone will talk toomcuh.
ok i think lol i talked too much here lol
but i know i tell this things to the right people becouse everyone here know what life like .. ok thank you