I was thinking that myself on our ride home where he says that he still loves me. I thought, "that sounds like something I would say." at first when it happened he tells me I am sick, he never wants to see me, etc. and then 1/2 an hour later....he says something that indicates he would still go on with this relationship. and it dawned on me--it is just like what I have said...I forgive you for hurting me, I want to try again.
I just think that nearly a year of anger and resentment concerning everything about alcohol and drugs has made me finally snap.