((Carine))
I am so sorry things have turned for you yet again. I was praying Rain was doing well. Please take this time to figure out what you want. Remember we are here to support you, and I know your friends there are too. I will pray for you and for Rain, he needs all the help from his HP that he can get.
You did all you could for him, now it is up to him.
Sending you a big hug,