Brooke8433,
I hope you're feeling better about yourself. You've just done something that many alcoholics take quite a while to accomplish. You've tried to help another alcoholic. Not once in your last post did you talk about how bad things are for you. That's progress!!! You may be coming closer than you think to getting some real help for your drinking problem. God is smiling because He's seen one of his children offer a helping hand to one who is suffering. Keep up the good work.