double winner Alanon first step is not that easy for me
 

Yes my dad alcoholic and so am I my brother alcoholic addict and so am i my sister pot addict and sex addict my niece addict my other niece alcoholic my nephew addict my aunt alcoholic. Yes my niece which whom I love is dying from xanax were she started but herion and crack living in drug houses . i cant save a soul but if it wasnt for al lanon for my Mother I would of died a long time ago

I feel for you. My oldest daughter is an addict and abuses Xanax along with other prescription drugs. The 1st step is very hard for me sometimes too. Hugs of support to you! :hug: