Originally Posted by
BigSis ((Lisa))
One day at a time. Just do the next right thing... and don't look too far down the road. That's how I get through tough times.
thanks big sis. as i left home so young, as i became an adult (i'm 28) it became so important for me to be independent enough to provide my own security. my own money, my own flat, a good job. so to have all of those things taken away because of the circumstance is so stressful, i feel like a failure. I feel like i was when i was 14 and had nowhere to go. in those days i think i was probably a bit more gung-ho than i am now! So i find the hardest thing is not looking in the future. i keep imagining he will find someone new and that he will love them enough to not be this way. he was so amazing for the first year of our relationship, i cannot understand how this got so out of control. i'm really struggling today with not talking to him. thank you, thank you, thank you for your kindness.