thank you for your kind words cynay. it made me burst in to tears to read about your story. it is great that you have come so far in your recovery.
both of my parents are still drinking and i am not in contact with them. i speak with my mum every so often but not much. i guess i will sort it out somehow, i just don't know yet..
the worst thing of all of this is that i still love him. because i have been exposed to addiction my whole life i know that his attitude toward me is driven by his addiction. i will keep trying to stay strong...i just feel so frightened.
