Neagrm,
Thanks for the good energy. I'll take that courage you're sending! I know if I can prove to myself that I can do this I will be one step closer to healing.
I am just so overwhelmed at the powerful feelings that came to me this morning. This insight was painful but it was also a gift. I came to know something that I didn't even realize was there. I suppose I can sit in the pain of my realization or have the courage to begin to change things. The choice is mine and, yes, I do want to do this. So... I will go to the meeting.
Yikes.
I feel so juvenile, like I'm making a big deal out of nothing.