Welcome! I'm a
myself! I know how you feel about the venting thing. It's tough to go through this by yourself. You start thinking that maybe there is something wrong with you. Even if you talk to a girlfriend about it, they can't really understand the problem because alcoholisim is a desese, and there are lots of other factors then what is visible. I came here for the same reasons. Just to be able to vent and validate my feelings so that I don't go insane! Good luck tonight, and we are here for you!