Relapse Control
Hello, I am new to this site, I am a 24 year living far from home, I am addicted to cocaine and alcohol, I have been in and out of sobriety for a year now I keep trying to quit and I am unsuccessful a month here a month there and then all of a sudden before I know it my life is fallling apart again, this is with alcohol, with I was off it for 9 months and last night i got drunk and sat in my truck all night doing cocaine, My girlfriend was devastated and has left me, which i can understand because she has stuck by me through 6 years of dissapointments. I know i am headed for a big disaster I have fineally gotten to where i want to be and it is all gonna fall apart if i can't do something now. I am losing faith in myself. I used to be a strong person now i feel like giving up because It seems i will never beat it
Please any tips or help would be greatly appreciated
thank you,
Far From Home