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Old 12-12-2006, 05:45 AM
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mazey
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Wow, some good replies, thanks! I don't want a relationship w/ him again....done that repeatedly, but do consider speaking to him about family, work, etc. I think it is just where I'm at right now. Getting better, some of the pain has passed prolly cuz I haven't had contact! And, I know I am not ready yet to speak, but wondering if it ever becomes harmless? I think in my head I KNOW it won't be okay.....after all, we have been "repeaters" in the past and don't want any temptation to believe in him again! He's done w/ me too, cuz he knows I won't play on his playground again. This whole thing just stinks cuz of the relationships with the good part of them was strong and binding. Absolutely hate it! Thanks for the responses....brought me back to reality! and reminders of the horrible/life threatening times. Seeing the good, and not the bad has been a fault of mine! Help keep me focused.
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