God how I wish I could cut and paste his e-mails onto this board. They are unreal.
He sent me one back telling me that I like the thought of him choosing to suffer but he isn't and how I have NO FEELINGS FOR ANYONE BUT MYSELF AND HE IS GRATEFUL TO BE ABLE TO CARE FOR OTHER PEOPLE OTHER THAN HIM AAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I replied with a typed SIGH.
Ngaire