Wow, I've actually found someone with the same addiction as me.
I've successfully (so far) kicked my dryl habit, but I keep filing that void this something else, like xanax or alcohol. Damn me and my addictive personality.
My advice to you is that since it is that bad, get medical attention immediatly. It's not a very common addiction but it DOES exist, so please go get help.
I wish you all the best.