Thought about going to an AA or NA meeting...
But I just can't do it. I'm not feeling squirrely or nothing but I kinda wanted to go look at some desperate dopesick mofos in order to keep the memory of my own hell fresh in my head.
But I just can't deal with all the baggage AA/NA has with it. All that goofy chanting and all that religious crap. Old Timers ranting the same old cliches and crap. Ugh. That stuff depresses the hell outta me.
Seeing someone come in a meeting all grey-looking and dopesick always did wonders for me and my recovery though. I reckon I could visit the jail or something.
Keep Staying Away ! Works If I Don't Work It !
jeez