That's it--hit rock bottom
Hi All,
I finally hit rock bottom. I beat up my husband in a drunken rage and now he's gone and he probably won't come back. And why should he? He says alcohol has nothing to do with my behavior. But it does. It has everything to do with it. I become somebody else when I'm drunk. I'm not a mean or vicious person when I'm sober but I become a monster when I'm drunk. I should have seen this coming but I kept drinking. It's my fault and I can't undo the damage I caused. I believe I can do this and stay sober but it probably won't bring my husband back. I'm so terribly sorry and so scared of what lies ahead. Thanks for listening.