I don't understand why my heart aches for this man. Why do I care what happens to him. I just want to be released from all the hurt, guilt, anger and shame that I feel.
This part screams out to me....
A divorce is not going to "release" you from all that hon. Im thinking that now might be a good time to do some deep soul searching to figure out why your feeling what you are. Deeper then we at SR can even do.....
I have heard it said that nobody can "make" you feel anything..... (though Im still working on that) emotion comes from our perception of the facts.... SO before we figure out why we feel that way we need to check the truths of what we percieve and see if that are right....
Just a though hon.....