Everyone one of us could be dying every day. I hope that I will be surrounded by those I love and have
shown love during that time.
My ex has stolen from me, cheated on me, lied to me, physically put his hands on me.
Where is the love in that?
You are not a victim, you were his target - you helped support his habit. Once I figured that out for myself, I no longer considered myself stupid, pathetic or a cold heartless bit**. I consider myself a loving human being who is learning it's healthy to put myself first and give and receive love that is honest and good.
I hope today is better for you.