Old 08-18-2006, 04:40 PM
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Originally Posted by blizzard77
ASpouse,
In my mind I know I am letting this happen. I know he's not doing this to me, I am allowing myself to feel victimized. Yet I'm sitting here crying to the point of huffing (one of those hard crys that I do when no one's around). It hurts deep inside. I feel like I used every ounce of strength I had in me to avoid what could've turned in to all out war. I guess I'm just not strong enough yet.
Well you asked for reminders and that was the strongest one that came to my mind! You'll be OK ...... when you're ready, you're ready and not a minute before then.
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