Benzos are HIGHLY addictive to an addict - especially if you like how it FEELS..we build up resistance to benzos very quickly....Very quickly it will take 2 or 3 to do what 1 did, and then well why not take 4 or 5 - It triggers our addict as well...Hopefully your doctor is well educated about addiction - I know a lot of ours aren't..
I Have heard that BENZOS are the WORST and HARDEST WITHDRAWLS around...I have met & seen people in withdrawl, but not experienced it myself...just what I know about it...I am VERY CAREFUL..I won't take a chance - I take psych meds..anx & dep...but really research them myself first and have a GOOD Discussion with my Doc - who is also an Addiction Doctor...
You are ALMOST CLEAN !!!!!!!! Hang in there - You can do it.....
We are not used to feeling our normal human feelings..because we have always drugged them away...It is difficult when we first clean up...Keep trying YOU ARE DOING GREAT !!!!!!!!
Way to Go T1 !!!!!!