2many,
I am so with you girlfriend!! I wish that my A would call me or show up so that I could rip his head off. He still has attempted any contact with me or the children. Not that I want to deal with his drinking but I would like to as least know that he feels a little bad about what he has done. Anyway keep your chin up I am know I sure am trying... something good will come around the corner really soon... ya just got to have patience....
Love and Light,
Kathie