I am feeling grateful today. First, I'm grateful to have SR and you sisters!!! SO MANY POSITIVE VIBES!!! I sooo wanted to drink tonight. Was all ready too....looked at my computer and hopped on here to read some threads....and I'm feeling SO much better. Today we celebrated my daughters 5th birthday. Her birthday was on the 20th but we had the party today...It was a real nice time. All the family was here. My boyfriend and I are still living in the same house with the kids, but sleep in different rooms and are trying to figure out who should leave and where to go... We've been trying to decide this now for 2-3 weeks....and it's absolutely killing me. I'm wondering if it's really over or if we still can have a chance... I'm grateful that I did not pick up a drink tonight...one minute at a time right now. After this WONDERFUL day, my boyfriend decides to tell me he's going out to the bar with his friends. He was invited to help celebrate his friends new job..bartender. I'm here with my kids, and I am grateful! They've given me sooo much hope today! I want to always be there for them - so for tonight, I will NOT allow myself to pick up!!
THANKS FOR BEING HERE!!!
love n light,
-]<risty
04-22-2006, 08:13 PM
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